好久没来这里写写东西了
很快，第一年的大学就读完了
学会了好多好多 也看懂了许多人事物
应该是我20岁的人生中 真正地学会成长吧
第一次离家  让我体会到游子的心情  每次伤心的时候 都好想回家 
也终于明白人家所说的 家里永远都是你的避风港 这句话好真好真  社会上充斥着各式各样的人  刚开始好不习惯  总觉得遇到的人 都没有将心比心 更不用说掏心掏肺地跟你交朋友  但，久而久之你也开始会习惯  毕竟到最后的我们也得靠自己  不合拍的人点头之交就好吧 
保护好自己就好  这句话是最近我对自己说的 发生了一些事 也让我知道 人和人之间的感情好脆弱  不好的人 要尽早远离  要好好地过自己的生活
接下来 想做的事 就是好好地经营自己  人生很短 要好好地度过 好好地体验生活 好好地对自己 好好地珍惜身边的好人 

愿  一切都美好

adventure to Singapore

Start off this plan during late night when mom asked if i wanted to join my sis to Singapore the day after. Not sure how to go and what to bring and mom just suggested that we both can take bus to reach there. To be honest i don't really like last minute plan haha as i need time to pack my luggage and get ready. but Singapore not that far right...so should be okay haha

In the early morning,mom sent us to ktm station and we have to travel to johor by train and bus. Malaysia's trains arent that bad actually just the punctuality problem that pissed us off :3 basically i just slept in the bus and sis too HAHA  and we reached Larkin station at around 7pm. Cousin sister picked us up there and we overnight in aunt house.

okay. so we started our one day trip to Singapore in the early early morning as we have to rush so that we can get into bus asap and ensure that we didnt trapped ourselves in the traffic jam and also the crowd.

luckily sis and I got our seats in the bus from johor to Singapore custom. I am surprised that most of the people are so used to it . They can even played their phones without holding anything to balance themselves. Inertia seems like not a big problem for them huh? i found the windows cute too haha

After 3 hours of jam in the traffic and the long queue in custom. We finally arrived !! snapped ome views before we took train from vivo city to sentosa.

Universal studio!! :D one of bucket lists ticked!

my sis asked me not to convert sg dollars to ringgit.. it would made me felt better haha

sorry i dont know how to pose haha everything is so cute here omggg

came at the right time! christmas vibes ?

felt like a different world here..

my model of the day haha  

far far away...  majestic castle that you can experienced 4D animations. i didnt got the center seat :( too bad, the effects wasnt so good from the side.

how cool isit if i can stayed there forever...

New york street. watched it in many movie scenes and finally i got to see it in real haha
Okay. it's still a fake one :I

Sis said we have to take as many photos as we can haha
featuring minions:)

the entrance :))

just focus on the giant mistletoe!

Okay, i should end my day trip to universal studio here haha actually there's more photos to share. but showing these main ones should be enough haha. The rides were awesomeee ! It was really  fun and thrilled. especially the mummy ride and transformer hahah each of them gave me different feelings. When the mummy rides started, i felt that i might died of heart attack lol i dont know if i getting older or any others reasons. i remembered that i wasnt that scare when i tried roller coaster last time:o one ride enough for me haha no next time. There are others rides too such as sesame street and madacascar . those rides are more kids-friendly haha it made me felt like i was back to kid again . All in all, the price rate was definitely worth it :) i will visit there again in the future haha

huge christmas tree outside vivo city.. .

Last but not least, Orchard road. the must- go place to enjoy the Christmas season(:

all those chirstmas lighting..

basically we ended our trip after the visit to Orchard road. It was a memorable trip as this was the first time i travelling with sis. We traveled from KL to Singapore all by bus and train and mostly by our feet haha. There's alot of waiting and queuing and i realized how tiring and hard those Malaysians which have to wake up early in the morning and work in Singapore. They did those things everyday and i already felt tired just from one day experience.Maybe all of us should stop complaning the bad things in life and thought of others who suffered. I am blessed enough :) And i have to say thankyou to my mom here  hahah as she sponsored me for this trip hahah i'm just too poor for the exchange currency haha.. okay, so this is the end of this post! will try to update more haha,

Anyway, Merry Christmas everyone!!!

太多景色，镜头抓不完。

 我让眼睛把它给记起来。

keep going 😉

i'm actually updating my blog now haha..it's been a long time since my last blog post :o this is a good place to release what's in my mind because it doesnt like facebook or others social media that literally NOT-SO-PRIVACY-GUARANTEED  so, i will still update my bloggie haha but no so often? going to start my college soon...yea,i mean in one week time :/ kinda fast right? didnt study for the past three months and now needa pick up the books again , be a good student , make new friends , adapt myself in a new environment and so on..my god study's life is back haha heard that Alevel is tough, new syllabus and those examinations so , wish me luck ? 🙏 maybe i shall stop worrying so much to something that wouldnt really happen and believe that everything will be alright :)

Officially stepped out from my secondary school, the place that i spent 5 years time to study, to develop myself, to create wonderful memories and make my best friends. So many things happened in these five years from a nerd to a playful girl haha i mean when i'm in form one.. haha i actually wore spec and study all days long and i got super good results that time haha then my results came straight down which out of top ten in class and whole form to the next four years. hmm did i regret? my answer is NO ! definitely a NO ! i learnt that results is not the only thing that mattered although its important and ensure you for a good future or something. i'm glad that i joined society and club and involved myself in school activities. Indeed it was tiring and tough when you tried to balance it with your academic but at last everything turned out best phewww :D i am grateful and lucky enough :) thankyou hehe learnt a lot in my school and met alot of awesome people ! kinda miss those old memories, my god..  but we have to move on right? the new memory might be a good one but the old one must the best one :) how i wished i could turn back time to the good old days, do you? 

okay, that's all for today ! goodbye and stay tuned for the next post :D will try to update as soon as possible since i'm not going to shut down this poor blog haha

**to the special you that reading this , i wish you all the best and goodluck in future :) i cherish every moments that i spent with you. 

Neither should a ship rely on one small anchor, 
nor should life rest on a single hope.-- Epictetus

中五生郑同学毕业了 3/12/2015

今天确确实实地可以说是真的毕业了，最后一天穿着校裙在学校跑啊，跳啊和笑啊。之前是真的很想快点结束考试，离开这个学校。但今天的感觉还是挺复杂的。明年拿了成绩，就真的是最后一次见到朋友，最后一次到学校。
最后一天不是应该很快乐，轻松的吗？为什么我还是觉得有遗憾？

致 Winnie

Happy birthdayyy :D you should know that i wrote this specially for you k?:p
i may not be the first one to wish you, but may be the sincere one haha
hmm seriously, i dont know what happened between you and me. we talked and chat less huh? i wondered if there's any problems.. but i'm clear that i still need you in my life and i definately cherish and appreciate the moments we spent together  and the friendship we built up since form two. do hope and wish that we can go back to the days that we used to have:'(

i may not be perfect to you. i cant blend in your japan group. i cant understand your thinking sometimes. but, i can be silly and weird infront of you. you have seen my weirdest side *sang dong-donglongdong- chang while doing homeworks  *i did hit a cockcroach in library *the scene in TFIOS was not moral :p and lots.
好多好多的回忆，我会真的舍不得忘掉。。

dont hold too many problems to yourself k? i'll be there whenever you need me(:
dont need to wish you to be mature ady coz you already mature enough.. wish that you can ace in your future and everything:)make right decision and have a great one in your entire life. i dont know how far can this friendship go as we may be tear apart after graduation. but, i hope that the answer will be infinite. 爱你噢

***the birthday song during lps bengkel is it okay to make you happy? the first time we sang bday song for you in school. do hope that you like it :')

生日快乐
祝 未来幸福
     永远开心
     步步高升

stay happy oh :)

shi bu shi yao pai duo yi dian zhao pian ah , xiao jie :o

love you:*

pura-pura haha :p

Yeah, they're invincible and she's just in the background

“Hearts are breakable," she said. "And I think even when you heal, you're never what you were before".” 

how many times i cried in my bed wondering the things happen to me and to this house. i was forced to accept it. i wipe away my tears and fake a smile.

pretending i am strong enough to handle all this things. at least i tried. no excuses for the failure this time or maybe it will turn out to be a brand new good things? no one knows.

或许你们是我一直走下去的动力

为了你，我会加油的。