i dont know why i still have the time to update my blog err i guess all my friends were studying right. whatever i dont have the mood to study. what i told myself today was
" please finish your homeworks today no matter what" and now already ten pm lol. still have a lot of works needa do. kinda lazyyy nowadays. maybe is the situation makes this happen. what i trying to say is when you have the mood to do something then you stuck at certain questions and you lose all your mood and confident to finish all the tasks given at last :o especially ADDMATHS :'( i cant solve most of the ques omggg. my mood will goes down at sudden it was like really really down in few minutes, haihh. i am not smart enough to stay in this class.lol. 4M. M for MARVEL. they emm. i mean we can do anything beyond your expectation . what i can say is most of the genius are in my class
(except me :( ) i am the normal type.i need more time to digest all the lessons. i dont like to memorise things so i am bad in sej and bio. i am bad in calculation so i am suck in math, addmaths and also physics. i have problems in understanding so i am bad in chemi. how about language? err kinda disappointed with my chinese now.the standard was keep dropping
:( :( :( what to do ?
zzz. i still cant find my favourite subject. damn lol.
anyway, i will try to adapt myself and cope with it. :o ady nine months right ? how can the words
" give up" came out from my mouth. i will always be supportive to all the decisions i made. maybe i will not be happy these times but i think it is good for me.. i am the one who made all the decisions so i have no rights to blame anyone. everything happened for some reasons right? at least i will feel better by thinking this way lol.
-- endure and conceal
seriously i like to be alone nowadays. i want a quiet and comfy environment for me to daydreaming. listening to all the good music make my days. stalking people is my current hobby hahah, Not everyone tells you the whole story the true story recently.when the trust between you and me become rust... i care about everyone but i will always meet the one who treats me insincerely. i am tired of all of this. why are people so complicated in this age ??
trust no ones
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Oh simple thing, where have you gone?
I'm getting tired and I need someone to rely on
And if you have a minute, why don't we go
Talk about it somewhere only we know?
This could be the end of everything
So why don't we go somewhere only we know?
Somewhere only we know |
