“Hearts are breakable," she said. "And I think even when you heal, you're never what you were before".”
Monday, 1 December 2014
Sunday, 21 September 2014
how many times i cried in my bed wondering the things happen to me and to this house. i was forced to accept it. i wipe away my tears and fake a smile.
pretending i am strong enough to handle all this things. at least i tried. no excuses for the failure this time or maybe it will turn out to be a brand new good things? no one knows.
或许你们是我一直走下去的动力
为了你，我会加油的。
Saturday, 6 September 2014
Hello September.
i dont know why i still have the time to update my blog err i guess all my friends were studying right. whatever i dont have the mood to study. what i told myself today was " please finish your homeworks today no matter what" and now already ten pm lol. still have a lot of works needa do. kinda lazyyy nowadays. maybe is the situation makes this happen. what i trying to say is when you have the mood to do something then you stuck at certain questions and you lose all your mood and confident to finish all the tasks given at last :o especially ADDMATHS :'( i cant solve most of the ques omggg. my mood will goes down at sudden it was like really really down in few minutes, haihh. i am not smart enough to stay in this class.lol. 4M. M for MARVEL. they emm. i mean we can do anything beyond your expectation . what i can say is most of the genius are in my class (except me :( ) i am the normal type.i need more time to digest all the lessons. i dont like to memorise things so i am bad in sej and bio. i am bad in calculation so i am suck in math, addmaths and also physics. i have problems in understanding so i am bad in chemi. how about language? err kinda disappointed with my chinese now.the standard was keep dropping :( :( :( what to do ?
zzz. i still cant find my favourite subject. damn lol.
anyway, i will try to adapt myself and cope with it. :o ady nine months right ? how can the words " give up" came out from my mouth. i will always be supportive to all the decisions i made. maybe i will not be happy these times but i think it is good for me.. i am the one who made all the decisions so i have no rights to blame anyone. everything happened for some reasons right? at least i will feel better by thinking this way lol. -- endure and conceal
seriously i like to be alone nowadays. i want a quiet and comfy environment for me to daydreaming. listening to all the good music make my days. stalking people is my current hobby hahah, Not everyone tells you the whole story the true story recently.when the trust between you and me become rust... i care about everyone but i will always meet the one who treats me insincerely. i am tired of all of this. why are people so complicated in this age ?? trust no ones
zzz. i still cant find my favourite subject. damn lol.
anyway, i will try to adapt myself and cope with it. :o ady nine months right ? how can the words " give up" came out from my mouth. i will always be supportive to all the decisions i made. maybe i will not be happy these times but i think it is good for me.. i am the one who made all the decisions so i have no rights to blame anyone. everything happened for some reasons right? at least i will feel better by thinking this way lol. -- endure and conceal
seriously i like to be alone nowadays. i want a quiet and comfy environment for me to daydreaming. listening to all the good music make my days. stalking people is my current hobby hahah, Not everyone tells you the whole story the true story recently.when the trust between you and me become rust... i care about everyone but i will always meet the one who treats me insincerely. i am tired of all of this. why are people so complicated in this age ?? trust no ones
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| Oh simple thing, where have you gone? I'm getting tired and I need someone to rely on And if you have a minute, why don't we go Talk about it somewhere only we know? This could be the end of everything So why don't we go somewhere only we know? Somewhere only we know |
Saturday, 12 July 2014
HELLO JULY !
finally i have time to update my bloggie.
emmm how to say. many things happened in this two months. i mean June and July. i learnt something and i gained something. this is what i call "growing month".
busy for chinese society and lps recently but i quite enjoy :D i definitely will miss running here and there, discuss the things with teacher and conduct meeting. it might be tiring , it might be tough. But i know i will miss the time spent with everyone.
nobody is perfect.
indeed it's true. i have flaws and i make mistakes. but what i wont do is hurt someone's feelings especially the closest one. i wonder if everyone think the same way, the same thing as me. Someone dont understand it , i do think someone dont know the meaning of friendship. i wonder what you care the most? are you willing to sacrifice ? what are the things spinning in your head when you talking to me ? i hate the feeling when you are not trusting me, ignoring me and even hiding your true feeling infront of me. if it is true,better dont talk to me.
i wonder do you ever have a true friend? :o
ohhkay.
enough for the sad one.
talk about my birthday. emm i thought i will spend my sweet 16 in school. friends will celebrate with me, sing bday song to me as expected but everything goes wrong :( i absent that day. lol i was sick that time. spending my birthday in my bed. didnt get to receive birthday wishes face to face. just scrolling my phone replying all the wall post and message. hahah i'm happy enough la :D mum bought the cake the day before my birthday but the sad thing is i cant eat it because i having fever. damn lol. porridge and mee everyday :( but mum tried to make it a tasty one hahah :p love you mum <3 i appreciated everything you all did for me :) love you guys so much! muack muacks :* i wish i can spend my every birthday with you all again (:
Birthday wish for this year: i wish i can be more happy this year & i need someone to entertain me :p HEHEH.
to: xxx & yyy
‘不要竭尽全力去和其他人竞争。你应该在乎的是，你要比现在的你强。’成功并不意味着你比其他人强多少，而在于比从前的自己更出色。”
emmm how to say. many things happened in this two months. i mean June and July. i learnt something and i gained something. this is what i call "growing month".
busy for chinese society and lps recently but i quite enjoy :D i definitely will miss running here and there, discuss the things with teacher and conduct meeting. it might be tiring , it might be tough. But i know i will miss the time spent with everyone.
nobody is perfect.
indeed it's true. i have flaws and i make mistakes. but what i wont do is hurt someone's feelings especially the closest one. i wonder if everyone think the same way, the same thing as me. Someone dont understand it , i do think someone dont know the meaning of friendship. i wonder what you care the most? are you willing to sacrifice ? what are the things spinning in your head when you talking to me ? i hate the feeling when you are not trusting me, ignoring me and even hiding your true feeling infront of me. if it is true,better dont talk to me.
i wonder do you ever have a true friend? :o
ohhkay.
enough for the sad one.
talk about my birthday. emm i thought i will spend my sweet 16 in school. friends will celebrate with me, sing bday song to me as expected but everything goes wrong :( i absent that day. lol i was sick that time. spending my birthday in my bed. didnt get to receive birthday wishes face to face. just scrolling my phone replying all the wall post and message. hahah i'm happy enough la :D mum bought the cake the day before my birthday but the sad thing is i cant eat it because i having fever. damn lol. porridge and mee everyday :( but mum tried to make it a tasty one hahah :p love you mum <3 i appreciated everything you all did for me :) love you guys so much! muack muacks :* i wish i can spend my every birthday with you all again (:
Birthday wish for this year: i wish i can be more happy this year & i need someone to entertain me :p HEHEH.
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| took it when i having fever lol. not nice tho. |
oreo sweetheart <3
be the one you want to be;)
to: xxx & yyy
‘不要竭尽全力去和其他人竞争。你应该在乎的是，你要比现在的你强。’成功并不意味着你比其他人强多少，而在于比从前的自己更出色。”
Sunday, 9 February 2014
Chinese New Year 2014 "Horse Year"
Happy Chinese New Year ! Gong hei fa choi ! :D
每年的除夕至年初三，我都会待在家乡。听听父母说说他们儿时的回忆，看看纯朴的乡下生活。家乡好山好水好风景。有一天晚上，温度还降到17度。所以从家乡回来后，我都会觉得吉隆玻很热。
不知道为什么在家乡才有新年的感觉。
this chinese new year full with babies and doggie and the main one is angpau!! :p
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| the decorations in my house ! |
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| Pray pray. |
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| The burning lights ! |
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| every chinese knew this stuff right ? |
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| Steamboat as reunion dinner at uncle's house. |
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| Kampung boy that can ride a motorcycle at a very young age. |
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| Cute xiangxiang with my sis. |
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| sister and me :) |
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| 孔明灯 |
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| fireworks fireworks ! |
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| ching ching with my grandma (mother's side) |
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| chingching, tingting and kai leng with ROCKY ! omgg the doy is looking at the camera :o |
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| my mum and yihui the baby ! |
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| tingting and siyuan with my japanese aunt. |
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| so cold here !!! |
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| so, this is the view of my grandpa's house. my grandpa passed away six years ago but we still celebrate chinese new year here. |
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| my dad and mum pray before we back. |
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| the house made from wood and you can see the antique clock. |
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| the kampung view :) |
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| haha.. my sis is posting infront of my grandpa's house. |
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| all woody houses . |
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| last one Rocky and me ! he wanted to lick me when we are taking photos. hahaah. i miss him :( |
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| last dog,SISSY！ we are playing "bang bang" games with her and she will lay down and pretend that she dead . |
this chinese new year full with babies and doggie and the main one is angpau!! :p
希望大家马年行大运，马上有钱，马上进步，马上huat ahh !
恭喜发财！
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